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Name: Heather
Location: Texas, United States
Birthday: 7/17/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: I think that at the moment I have too many hobbies to mention. I think that right now in my life I am just trying my best to have fun, and if I have to call my mail-order cowboy for some good duck every once in awhile thats perfectly fine!
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  lnlyhrtache
MSN: Heatherleann785@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  Heatherleann785
Member Since:
1/7/2004
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| So I am up for a job at Mother Francis, and I have to have a physical. No problem right? Well I go in to get the physical and my heartbeat was 105 at a relaxed postition, which is very high incase yall didnt kow. Well The guy told me 'Im not saying there is something wrong with you heart but I am saying that you need to see a doctor.' So I freak out. So the next day I go to the doctor, my heartbeat is 108. He doesnt know what is wrong with me. So Monday I have to go for a EKG, A EKG I am 19 and I am havign to have this test done. If he doesnt get the results that he wants he wants to do blood work. I am scared. I have never had anything wrong with me in my life. And this scares the shit out of me. So I just want to ask for everyone to keep me in their prayers. I love you guys,and miss everyone so much! | | |
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| OK Im not even really sure where to start today, last night is a night that I will never forget. Keep in mind whoever is reading this that I am just rambling in my boredom at work.  I find my self not sure what to do next, and what I mean by that I dont have a clue. If you have listened to Away From the Sun by Three Doors Down then thats how I am feeling right now. I thought I knew what I wanted, who I wanted, boy was I ever wrong. I was in a fun meaning less relationship, well if you would even call it that, and now its over. I told myself this time it would be different, I wouldnt let my heart get involved and I lied to myself. I let my heart into it and now it is crushed like always, or not so much crushed but damn it sure hurts. How could someone that you trusted hurt you so much. I know that my life would be alot easier if I just loved the guys that love me, I have two great guys that Love me and I just dont understand why I cant love them back, or at least one of them. I thought that I wanted to be the party girl, you know the one that went out all the time with random guys, but I have learned that, that's not me, and I cant make it be me no matter how much I want it to. So for now I am stuck, and I dont know what to do, or how to feel, or act, etc. I guess I will figure it all out in due time, I always do. | | |
| Hey guys someone told me that I needed to update (*cough**cough* you know who you are) so here I am. School is really kicking my butt. Well not so much school but the combo of school and work. Kesha(the girl that I work with who is ALWAYS late) didnt come in till like 12:30 THIS MORNING!! When I was suppose to get off at 11. Yeah I was pissed. So needless to say I missed my first class this morning cause I slept right through it. Anywho Me and Maddie are going to the Chapel Hill/Whitehouse game tonight!! GO CHAPEL HILL!!! Even though I know that Chapel Hill will lose I still love them. So thats all for now, see ya around!!!
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| Well today was just a normal day until about an hour ago. Do you ever just get some news that hits you in the head, you dont know where it came from or anything. I had someone tell me today how much they miss me and think about me all the time and want to get back together with me. I mean I knew that he still liked me, he didnt hide that fact very well but I just dont know what to do. Feel free to give any and all advice! | | |
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